looking at the past posts I realise that it is all mental stuff.
Some recent history of my physical/emotional/behavioural state is (perhaps) even more revealing.
A noticeable change in recent weeks (since discovering advaita) is that any emotional response from me is 'hollow', without the out of control outburst that use to be present.
Another very noticeable thing is some great moods. A sigh, “isn't the world wonderful.”
Something else is the easy acceptance of what ever situation arises.
There is a background feeling of “everything is alright”
There is a definite 'feeling' of progress, even though I know that is a mental construct.
when i create world
everything's as it should be
ha, surprise, surprise.