not much is happening. i'm still on the outside of the gateless gate.
i gave up on finding the underlying cause of my hands and got the doc to prescribe some steroid tabs which is already clearing it up (2 days)
the enthusiasm for reading pointers and blogs has waned for the moment.
meditation once or twice a week now.
some mindless tractor work is in order. very enjoyable.
there's times when you're up
and then there's times when you're down
just like night and day